1.Falling
Taking what you want, stealing what you need
Looking all around or finding in between
The less that i can see the more that you control
I want to feel the warmth but all i feel is cold
My eyes aren't letting me see, i want them to
You know you are making me bleed, i want you to
Why won't you listen to me, i want you to
Look what it's doing to me - i know that
I push you and you fall
I'm shaking and i want it all
I will use you, i will make you
I will give and take and break you
Am i like you falling in too
I don't know who i've turned into now
If i fell into a hole would i even care
I spit out all the anger i sucked in the dispair
I swallow what you give it cuts me at the seam
Catch everything that spills and fill it up with me
My eyes aren't letting me see, i want them to
You know you are making me bleed, i want you to
Why won't you listen to me, i want you to
Look what it's doing to me - i know that
I push you and you fall
I'm shaking and i want it all
I will use you, i will make you
I will give and take and break you
Am i like you falling in too
I don't know who i've turned into now
My eyes aren't letting me see
You know you're making me bleed
Why won't you listen to me
Look what it's doing to me - i know that
I will give in descend again
I will take in here in again
I wull use you, i will make you
I will give and take and break you
Am i like you falling in too
I don't know who i've turned into now
I'm like you
I don't know who i've turned into now
2.If
If you could see me now
I'd give to you what you have stolen
If you could see me now
If you could be
If you could see me now
Why are the faces hiding？
The shadows always seem so cold
Be careful what you're finding
You feel so old
If you think i cry for you
It is only 'cuz you ask me to
And it all becomes to clear
You're the one you fear
If you could see me now
I tear apart what is unbroken
If you could see me now
Everything that is unspoken
If you could see me now
You're watered down and empty
Pretending all is clear
So watered down and empty
You're the one you fear
If you could see me now
I tear apart what is unbroken
If you could see me now
Everything that is unspoken
If you could see me now
I hear your stomach turning
You think that i am such a whore
And the flesh i'm giving
You want more
Like a soul kept on your shelf
But you keep it there for someone else
And it all becomes so clear
You're the one you fear
If you could see me
If you could see me
If you could see me now
I tear apart what is unbroken
If you could see me now
Everything that is unspoken
If you could see me now
3.Crashing
Mouth open tongue that i taste
No lover can kill you this way
Like poison i feel it drip down
Take over - insanity makes no sound
That's all i'm getting. it's all but fitting
You turn my meaning inside out
When it all comes crashing down
Comes crashing down
Your spirit dies inside
When it all comes crashing down
Comes crashing down
Your spirit hides inside your dream
Fear nothing lips turning blue
So quiet whispering sex to you
Far too busy for me to ignore
Skin crawling, i want you to be my whore
A look so pretty, so fucking pretty
I know you're ready to give me more
When it all comes crashing down
Comes crashing down
Your spirit dies inside
When it all comes crashing down
Comes crashing down
Your spirit hides inside your dream
That's all you're getting, it's all but fitting
You turn my meaning inside out
You look so pretty, so fucking pretty
You turn my meaning inside out
When it all comes crashing down
Comes crashing down
Your spirit dies inside
When it all comes crashing down
Comes crashing down
Your spirit hides inside your dream
4.Drown
I feel your reflection
But you're a stranger to me
I saw you staring back now
Your shadow right next to me
Can you be, my enemy, my disease
Looking through, what's left of you to hold on to
Drowning, hold my head down under
Waiting, you touch but you can't feel
You want to break my silence
You know you have too much to lose
You think that you're so holy
You think you're breaking me in two
Cover me in misery, in anything
I'm still here, you're still here, am i still here？
Drowning, hold my head down under
Waiting, you touch but you can't feel
Drown in silence, in my violence
Drown in silence, things are better left undone
Can you be, my enemy, my disease
Looking through what's left of you to hold on to
Drowning, hold my head down under
Waiting, you touch what you can't feel
5.Alive
Thought i was your yesterday
I want to be tomorrow
You feel you're starting to decay
Never crossed the line
Try to hide the filth inside
All to be forgiven
What you see is all a dream
All i ask you
Are you still alive？
Crawl into your little world
Leaving yourself naked
Smashing up the innocence
To watch the flower die
Idle hands that make no plans
Will never make perfection set in stone or made of clay
When i ask you
Are you still alive？
All dried up and scarred inside
Save yourself in time
Can i ask you, are you still alive？
You found your world is made of glass
A bitter pill to swallow
Looking through the cellophane
That used to be your eyes
Try to hide the filth inside
Can you be forgiven？
What you see is all a dream
All i ask you
Are you still alive？
All dried up and scarred inside
Save yourself in time
Can i ask you？
Are you still alive？
6.Wanted
Feel me - i crawl inside your veins
Give in - consuming what remains
I am the one that you adore
You know that you've been here before
You have a gun up to your head
You think you're hearing what's been said
You know that i'll be back again
Feel me beneath your skin
I'm all you never wanted
I'm all you never needed
I'm all you never wanted
I'm all you never ever needed
I tell you what to feel inside
You know it's all a fucking lie
I am the one that you adore
Feel me beneath your skin
I'm all you never wanted
I'm all you never needed
I'm all you never wanted
I'm all you never ever needed
I crawl inside your veins
Consuming what remains
A gun up to your head
You're hearing what's been said
You want to feel inside
It's all a fucking lie
I crawl inside your veins
I'm all you never wanted
I'm all you never needed
I'm all you never wanted
I'm all you never ever needed
And i've been here before
And i've been here before
And i've been here before
And i've been here before
7.Always
Given up to me
You're living - rotting in my dream
Morning lights to red
I think i've had too much already
So violently to touch, it's tearing me up
So beautifully to clutch, i'm feeling so weak
So violently to touch, you're everything
So violently to touch
Because you're always slipping away
Because you're always slipping away from me
Always slipping away
Because you're always slipping away from me
Aimless misery
Things aren't always what they seem
Anger lay to rest
I've never been the one to follow
So violently to touch, it's tearing me down
So beautifuully to clutch is what you believe
So violently to touch, i'm anything
So violently to touch
Because you're always slipping away
Because you're always slipping away from me
Always slipping away
Because you're always slipping away from me
Not a memory
Your cup of life is overflowing
There to catch the fall
Bending down to kiss the sorrow
So silently to touch, it's tearing me down
Innocently to clutch, i'm feeling so weak
So violently to touch, i'm anything
So violently to touch
Because you're always slipping away
Because you're always slipping away from me
Always slipping away
Because you're always slipping away from me
8.One
What do you believe？
I look just like you
Take your misery
It's all that i can feel now
Forgetting your way too
I'll take you everywhere
I'll beg you, i'll save you
I'll make you everything
So let me be the one to clear your eyes
I am the one to tear down your disguise
Come get it
Your voice cannot speak
Pour me over you
I'm torn in between
There's nothing that you can do
I'm betting you're into
You're into more than me
I'll beg you, i'll save you
I'll make you everything
So let me be the one to clear your eyes
I am the one to tear down your disguise
Come get it
Let me be the one who wants you
Let me be the one who's wearing your disguise
I'm the only thing that wants you
I'm the only thing that opens up your eyes
Come get it
Too much to believe
Less than all the truth
There's no sympathy
Still trapped by what surrounds you
Forgetting your way too
I'll take you everywhere
I'll beg you, i'll save you
I'll make you everything
So let me be the one to clear your eyes
I am the one to tear down your disguise
So let me be the one to clear your eyes
I am the one to tear down your disguise
Come get it
9.Disintegrate
No i never meant to but my mind already did
If you made an offer i would strip you to the skin
Are you trying to forget？
I'm still making love to it
Are you having some regret？
I don't even want to know
You're selling me, you're selling me, you're selling me
Disintegrating
Into the light
Disintegraging
I'm counting your lies
Manipulated
Cast me aside
Disintegrating
I'm losing myself this time
All you little playthings are so hard to understand
Send me to the test tube where your innocence began
So be careful when you pry
Chasing every word you say
Do you really want to know
All is hear to beg and borrow
You're selling me, you're selling me, you're selling me
Disintegraiting into the light
Disintegrating
I'm counting on your lies
Manipulated
Cast me aside
Disintegrating
I'm losing myself this time
Feeling so infected by everything you do
Looking unaffected, nothing i can do for you
Do you really think i care
That you sit around and stare？
Have you anything to do？
Does everything cave in around you？
You're selling me, you're selling me, you're selling me
Disintegrating
Into the light
Disintegraging
I'm counting your lies
Manipulated
Cast me aside
Disintegraging
I'm losing myself this time
10.Belief(To Rust)
Down by your wall i feel awake
I am alone accepting my fate
I have the answers twisting around me
I found the answers of what i should be
Down by your all i want you to stay
I think of the place that ran you away
I catch the rain that turns me to rust
I stand in the flame that turns me to dust
I can't believe
That you might believe i'll heal you
I can't believe
That you might believe i want to at all
That i want to at all
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